KAREN BALDWIN
Sister December 2004
Karen: so know I realize there is medium work that you had hoped for ok I am going to try to access that for you if I can I never know what is going to happen one way or another but we will just kind of put it in god’s hands and take it from there
Sister: that sounds good
Karen: ok
Sister: what ever is meant to be will be
Karen: Yeah yeah well uh the way that I do this sweat heart on the phone all you have to do is go ahead and ask me some questions and then I’ll connect with you once the connection is made uh it depends on how much information I get uh depending on how many questions you’ll actually have to ask ok so well just have to see what he gives
Sister: so it is up to me the at first maybe since I had so much trouble trying to talk to you I should get rid of my agenda
Karen: no honey no it has nothing to do with that at all on the telephone because I am subject to hearing other voices its done completely different than when I am in private session in the office you know because then I go purely on your energy but any other time when I am on the phone then there has to be a little bit of verbal so I can connect to the right one ok that’s the best way that I know how to describe it
Sister: ok um ah well maybe I’ll just cut right to the to the see what happens there are things I would like to know about me and my family I wanted to ask but also I did have a brother that disappeared 25 years ago and I am pretty sure that he’s dead
Karen: but aren’t there two?
Sister: one is dead we buried him there was a body then my other brother disappeared
Karen: yeah there is just no nothing it just stopped yeah um ah well first of all as a pull into this the first thing I sense here is is outside influence um I do get the impression that there were more people involved than just your brother ok I am speaking in regards to the one that is completely totally missing ok I do feel that he is on the other side and I feel that this was something that happened quickly I do not believe that um he was around a long time after he went missing ok I believe that uh there was uh I get three
Sister: three people?
Karen: Yes
Sister: Does it seem like he was murdered?
Karen: I am going to be frankly honest with you yes
Sister: What?
Karen: Yes I believe so I feel the impression here of um ah I don’t know why but something left undone ok and I feel like this was ah verbage something talked about something watched weighed out ahh
Sister: you mean that caused the murder?
Karen: yeah yes
Sister: Did he know the people or were they strangers?
Karen: I feel that he knew one person ok but the others he was no aware of ok I do feel that he went openly ok I do not feel that he was taken against his will alright for some reason I feel that he went openly ok then because of verbage there’s something oh on the back of my head ohhh ok I am getting the impression here of being hit at the back of the head on the right side by the pituitary ok I do believe that this was a fatal wound ok um I do get the impression of three individuals I do believe that your brothers demise was of two ok um the family suspicion for a long time but because of not having any evidence to go on its what considered a cold case ok its as if I was and the way that I am getting it is that it went bump and then there was nothing ok um
Sister: When you say it stopped you mean his life force?
Karen: yeah
Sister: is there any environment is it possible to know what state like Minnesota….?
Karen: well I am gonna tell ya I get high buildings so high buildings would would ah impress me like sky scrappers
Sister: Denver?
Karen: ok so were talking were talking a major city honey because major city’s have skyscrapers ok towns don’t I am also getting um there’s something about like umm refineries ok because I am seeing smoke like a smoke stack or a steam stack one of the two uh huh yeah but I am seeing like three or four of them ok and there is water that runs by this area this is a very well known water uh its either like up and down like a Mississippi river if you will ok because there is something up and down this water that is well known ok and well traveled uh there’s import and export that comes into that vein umm
Sister: was he buried or was it
Karen: I get water
Sister: Water he was put in the water
Karen: Yes I do get water yes I feel that he was transported from one area to another and I don’t know if he had a red car or not but I do get a red vehicle ok and uh but I get water completely surrounding ok and a trail stops there ok I do get the impression there’s something about uh money issues ok and I see boxes boxes represent something that was being moved ok and I feel it was a physical move ok from one area to another ok and these were also around this particular circumstance situation I hear a plane going over me this is also close to an airport ok and uh there’s a Robert yeah yeah there’s no denying the name there’s a Robert that comes to my mind of being a part of this I am going to call it a circle of people alright because I am trying to distinguish who it is that I am looking at and the circumstances because there are some things here that imply um awkward positions ok um mismanaged money um and then the frustration of verbiage ok and it all just seems to be tied around ok and was there a Shelly Sharon Sheila the SC sound seems to be also connected here one way or another does that make sense to you?
Sister: I am not sure
Karen: because there is a sc sound there and I am sure it’s a female ok with light hair light eyes small stature um and I don’t know what the connection was here
Sister: she was there?
Karen: Yes Yes maybe not at the time of death but she was involved one way or another with your brother ok and I don’t understand the involvement because it is not clear to me ok but I can see her being in amongst the circle of the there ok I don’t know why but see I do get the impression that of view this person close to your physical home um now I speaking in reference to the physical home that was at that time not the physical home that is now ok um who had the dog?
Sister: he had a dog
Karen: because you know what the dog was I feel like there was a connection there of togetherness ok but I feel that there was a great sadness
Sister: With my Brother?
Karen: Yes
Sister: Yes yes
Karen: and I feel as if that’s pulled together
Sister: the dog and the sadness
Karen: yes and I feel really connected to this situation and this circumstance of being one of the same part of its one of the puzzle pieces that’s what I call it when I start getting this sort of thing I also see a watch the watch implies 2:55 255 so that is signifying a time frame ok and I am seeing it and It is consistent its consistent ok I am seeing light and dark come into the room where my clock is but the clock doesn’t change so what that implies to me is that is when it happened ok um something about for lack of a better word a want to call it GTO GTO but I feel like this is a title of a car ok I feel like this is a title of a car ok and uhh black interior or a dark interior there was some kind of significance there ok I don’t see it adjacent to the red vehicle ok that I saw a while ago but I do see it as being part of the circle ok I am having a hard time with this
Sister: the Sheila or you know what there is a name I will have to ask my sister I cant come up with it on my own Where is she?
Karen: Well some way or anther this female was at that time connected in the circle ok and my feeling Is is that she had a suspicion of what was happening or what was possible to happen ok but I just don’t know her position her I only know that she is no the one that committed this crime I do know that ok but I see her as being part of the circle people that he was around just prior to this demise he was feeling a great deal of sadness
Sister: Yes is there more you can say about that?
Karen: yes well he was having a great deal of low self esteem ah emotional issues and had a great deal of sadness with himself ok because of family circumstances emotional ties ok and ah it just feels like this was so difficult for him he had anticipated and hoped for more but it just didn’t seem possible and and it seemed like he was on a merry go round trying to grab the brass ring. And just inches away but never could get it ah this type of emotion tells me severe depression severe emotional handicap ok the dog the dog circumstance lightens itself up real strong here ok and uh I am seeing revolvers ok I am seeing revolvers like in a gun cabinet or something ok um but only maybe 3 or 4 its not like there is a whole bunch but I am seeing them in different sizes and in looking at this what this implies to me is he felt futile with some of his actions he felt that there was no choice that there was no chance that there was no way this is not good I am going to tell you that ok and this was no ones fault this was his inability to associate and understand his emotions ok he had severe boughts severe boughts of depression ok and my feeling is is that he fought this extremely hard these three people that I feel around him I feel were using him uh I feel that he used them as well and so I think it back fired and that is the only way I really know how to describe the emotional side of this unfortunate incident um there is something here about a saddens about the brother that was gone before and a blame a feeling of distraught ok of not understanding why ok and yet it was very obvious one the brother that had passed over ok so I just feel though that there was much confusion for the brother that was left behind I’ll call it um I can tell you that as I try to put this feeling to this individual now I feel peace and I feel harmony and I feel joy because the pain that was there is gone I do however get the impression of the month of August being significant I also get the impression of the month of April being significant and I don’t know but I want to connect that to mom ok
Sister: oh well my mom my oldest brother was born and died in August and my mother was born in April
Karen: There it is good good then that tells me see that I am definitely connected ok so this right here is bringing is bringing things closer to trying to understand what this individual suffered with ok because I do get the impression of great suffering ok um very sensitive person very sensitive ok… big wheels keep on rolling…. Something about big wheels there’s a song ahh big wheels keep on rollin ok something about proud mary keep on burnin ok and rolling rolling rolling down the river ok going going faster faster faster and this connects me to him ok this connects me to him when I get connected I feel peace I feel resolve and I feel ok and so that in its self is probably one of the best things explain and express at this point is there a beverly barbra B betty B B seems to be significant where moms concerned
Sister: ahh I am not sure
Karen: female on the other side ok female on the other side ok and the only way I know how to say it is connected to mom but I am not getting a title so I don’t know what the connection is but this was a person that left with pulmonary issues rather suddenly and your mother was just so sad and I have a message and the message is don’t be sad don’t be sad because it was more than what she had anticipated so she has a great peace as well
Sister: my moms message is don’t be sad?
Karen: Yes
Sister: my mom died of a pulmonary condition
Karen: well bingo we got her
(then starts taking about mom more)
Sister December 2004
Karen: so know I realize there is medium work that you had hoped for ok I am going to try to access that for you if I can I never know what is going to happen one way or another but we will just kind of put it in god’s hands and take it from there
Sister: that sounds good
Karen: ok
Sister: what ever is meant to be will be
Karen: Yeah yeah well uh the way that I do this sweat heart on the phone all you have to do is go ahead and ask me some questions and then I’ll connect with you once the connection is made uh it depends on how much information I get uh depending on how many questions you’ll actually have to ask ok so well just have to see what he gives
Sister: so it is up to me the at first maybe since I had so much trouble trying to talk to you I should get rid of my agenda
Karen: no honey no it has nothing to do with that at all on the telephone because I am subject to hearing other voices its done completely different than when I am in private session in the office you know because then I go purely on your energy but any other time when I am on the phone then there has to be a little bit of verbal so I can connect to the right one ok that’s the best way that I know how to describe it
Sister: ok um ah well maybe I’ll just cut right to the to the see what happens there are things I would like to know about me and my family I wanted to ask but also I did have a brother that disappeared 25 years ago and I am pretty sure that he’s dead
Karen: but aren’t there two?
Sister: one is dead we buried him there was a body then my other brother disappeared
Karen: yeah there is just no nothing it just stopped yeah um ah well first of all as a pull into this the first thing I sense here is is outside influence um I do get the impression that there were more people involved than just your brother ok I am speaking in regards to the one that is completely totally missing ok I do feel that he is on the other side and I feel that this was something that happened quickly I do not believe that um he was around a long time after he went missing ok I believe that uh there was uh I get three
Sister: three people?
Karen: Yes
Sister: Does it seem like he was murdered?
Karen: I am going to be frankly honest with you yes
Sister: What?
Karen: Yes I believe so I feel the impression here of um ah I don’t know why but something left undone ok and I feel like this was ah verbage something talked about something watched weighed out ahh
Sister: you mean that caused the murder?
Karen: yeah yes
Sister: Did he know the people or were they strangers?
Karen: I feel that he knew one person ok but the others he was no aware of ok I do feel that he went openly ok I do not feel that he was taken against his will alright for some reason I feel that he went openly ok then because of verbage there’s something oh on the back of my head ohhh ok I am getting the impression here of being hit at the back of the head on the right side by the pituitary ok I do believe that this was a fatal wound ok um I do get the impression of three individuals I do believe that your brothers demise was of two ok um the family suspicion for a long time but because of not having any evidence to go on its what considered a cold case ok its as if I was and the way that I am getting it is that it went bump and then there was nothing ok um
Sister: When you say it stopped you mean his life force?
Karen: yeah
Sister: is there any environment is it possible to know what state like Minnesota….?
Karen: well I am gonna tell ya I get high buildings so high buildings would would ah impress me like sky scrappers
Sister: Denver?
Karen: ok so were talking were talking a major city honey because major city’s have skyscrapers ok towns don’t I am also getting um there’s something about like umm refineries ok because I am seeing smoke like a smoke stack or a steam stack one of the two uh huh yeah but I am seeing like three or four of them ok and there is water that runs by this area this is a very well known water uh its either like up and down like a Mississippi river if you will ok because there is something up and down this water that is well known ok and well traveled uh there’s import and export that comes into that vein umm
Sister: was he buried or was it
Karen: I get water
Sister: Water he was put in the water
Karen: Yes I do get water yes I feel that he was transported from one area to another and I don’t know if he had a red car or not but I do get a red vehicle ok and uh but I get water completely surrounding ok and a trail stops there ok I do get the impression there’s something about uh money issues ok and I see boxes boxes represent something that was being moved ok and I feel it was a physical move ok from one area to another ok and these were also around this particular circumstance situation I hear a plane going over me this is also close to an airport ok and uh there’s a Robert yeah yeah there’s no denying the name there’s a Robert that comes to my mind of being a part of this I am going to call it a circle of people alright because I am trying to distinguish who it is that I am looking at and the circumstances because there are some things here that imply um awkward positions ok um mismanaged money um and then the frustration of verbiage ok and it all just seems to be tied around ok and was there a Shelly Sharon Sheila the SC sound seems to be also connected here one way or another does that make sense to you?
Sister: I am not sure
Karen: because there is a sc sound there and I am sure it’s a female ok with light hair light eyes small stature um and I don’t know what the connection was here
Sister: she was there?
Karen: Yes Yes maybe not at the time of death but she was involved one way or another with your brother ok and I don’t understand the involvement because it is not clear to me ok but I can see her being in amongst the circle of the there ok I don’t know why but see I do get the impression that of view this person close to your physical home um now I speaking in reference to the physical home that was at that time not the physical home that is now ok um who had the dog?
Sister: he had a dog
Karen: because you know what the dog was I feel like there was a connection there of togetherness ok but I feel that there was a great sadness
Sister: With my Brother?
Karen: Yes
Sister: Yes yes
Karen: and I feel as if that’s pulled together
Sister: the dog and the sadness
Karen: yes and I feel really connected to this situation and this circumstance of being one of the same part of its one of the puzzle pieces that’s what I call it when I start getting this sort of thing I also see a watch the watch implies 2:55 255 so that is signifying a time frame ok and I am seeing it and It is consistent its consistent ok I am seeing light and dark come into the room where my clock is but the clock doesn’t change so what that implies to me is that is when it happened ok um something about for lack of a better word a want to call it GTO GTO but I feel like this is a title of a car ok I feel like this is a title of a car ok and uhh black interior or a dark interior there was some kind of significance there ok I don’t see it adjacent to the red vehicle ok that I saw a while ago but I do see it as being part of the circle ok I am having a hard time with this
Sister: the Sheila or you know what there is a name I will have to ask my sister I cant come up with it on my own Where is she?
Karen: Well some way or anther this female was at that time connected in the circle ok and my feeling Is is that she had a suspicion of what was happening or what was possible to happen ok but I just don’t know her position her I only know that she is no the one that committed this crime I do know that ok but I see her as being part of the circle people that he was around just prior to this demise he was feeling a great deal of sadness
Sister: Yes is there more you can say about that?
Karen: yes well he was having a great deal of low self esteem ah emotional issues and had a great deal of sadness with himself ok because of family circumstances emotional ties ok and ah it just feels like this was so difficult for him he had anticipated and hoped for more but it just didn’t seem possible and and it seemed like he was on a merry go round trying to grab the brass ring. And just inches away but never could get it ah this type of emotion tells me severe depression severe emotional handicap ok the dog the dog circumstance lightens itself up real strong here ok and uh I am seeing revolvers ok I am seeing revolvers like in a gun cabinet or something ok um but only maybe 3 or 4 its not like there is a whole bunch but I am seeing them in different sizes and in looking at this what this implies to me is he felt futile with some of his actions he felt that there was no choice that there was no chance that there was no way this is not good I am going to tell you that ok and this was no ones fault this was his inability to associate and understand his emotions ok he had severe boughts severe boughts of depression ok and my feeling is is that he fought this extremely hard these three people that I feel around him I feel were using him uh I feel that he used them as well and so I think it back fired and that is the only way I really know how to describe the emotional side of this unfortunate incident um there is something here about a saddens about the brother that was gone before and a blame a feeling of distraught ok of not understanding why ok and yet it was very obvious one the brother that had passed over ok so I just feel though that there was much confusion for the brother that was left behind I’ll call it um I can tell you that as I try to put this feeling to this individual now I feel peace and I feel harmony and I feel joy because the pain that was there is gone I do however get the impression of the month of August being significant I also get the impression of the month of April being significant and I don’t know but I want to connect that to mom ok
Sister: oh well my mom my oldest brother was born and died in August and my mother was born in April
Karen: There it is good good then that tells me see that I am definitely connected ok so this right here is bringing is bringing things closer to trying to understand what this individual suffered with ok because I do get the impression of great suffering ok um very sensitive person very sensitive ok… big wheels keep on rolling…. Something about big wheels there’s a song ahh big wheels keep on rollin ok something about proud mary keep on burnin ok and rolling rolling rolling down the river ok going going faster faster faster and this connects me to him ok this connects me to him when I get connected I feel peace I feel resolve and I feel ok and so that in its self is probably one of the best things explain and express at this point is there a beverly barbra B betty B B seems to be significant where moms concerned
Sister: ahh I am not sure
Karen: female on the other side ok female on the other side ok and the only way I know how to say it is connected to mom but I am not getting a title so I don’t know what the connection is but this was a person that left with pulmonary issues rather suddenly and your mother was just so sad and I have a message and the message is don’t be sad don’t be sad because it was more than what she had anticipated so she has a great peace as well
Sister: my moms message is don’t be sad?
Karen: Yes
Sister: my mom died of a pulmonary condition
Karen: well bingo we got her
(then starts taking about mom more)